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Hoy escuchaba... My immortal... Increible canción.  Y pensaba como cambian los sentimientos, la volatilidad de las pasiones. Y la capacidad de la cabeza de retener determinadas ideas o percepciones... de dejarlas colarlas no matter what... incluso, cuando no vienen al caso. No vaya a ser que uno se olvide por donde ya paso y a donde no quiere volver.
El problema es que los mismos sentimientos que racionalmente indicarian que no quiero volver a pasar por eso, de alguna manera me reconforman. Es tan facil darse lástima a uno mismo, tan facil crear autojustificaciones con eso. Y por otro lado, en el afan de no hundirse en la lástima, apoyarse en el otro extremo tampoco es la mejor opcion.
Equilibrio... Alguien me enseño eso. Hay que buscar el equilibrio. Quizas no sea facil, pero se hace necesario.

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time can not erase

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

You used to captivate me by your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time can not erase

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along